http://olydale.blogspot.com How Do You Deal With Loss?????
Please! Some person tell me ,because nothing works, time ,and diversion-thats what I try to do while I am waiting out the time! But,so far my diversion has been hit by another LOSS! I can't DEAL with all of them,so what do you do? Sink lower,and lower,and hope you come out of it? Iwill not drink-that makes it worse,and then I kill my liver! I will not benge on food because I don't like to,and I am over wait now! I have pills to kill myself any day of the weak,but I don't want to die-I just don't want to hurt any more,and I will never find anyone to take the place of the people I lost! Here I was gearing up for the loss of my Kitty,and he still is going down hill fast- his story his on Discussions under-Sick Cat! The ladie that just passed was the only person that has cared and helped me with my life -since the car wreck,and not walking for a while,and made sure I had a roof over my head when I could not work! She was like the mother I lost when I was 10! And then while giving the kitty dialysis,she passes in Arkansas,and I have no way of getting there -for I have tons of Vet. bills and my own! One good thing about it I went out and saw her in Oct. I was to move with her when she first took her dying husband there,but I had to stay and take care of my father,and go through a year of liver teatment. Well my father passed,and I thought that was going to kill me,then I had a diversion by my friend that got the big C ,and I helped take care of her till she passed last Aprill,and my Dad the year bfore,the 3 main people that cared about me ,and me for them are all gone-now I just feel like I am alone ya know? Sure there are others,and my son!But my son has his own thing ,and I don't fit,because I will not join his BRAND of church,the people in the church(cult)see more of my grand son then I do?You guys are wondering why I am writing this ,well its a GOOD DIVERSION,and I may no longer have the Internet,so I wanted to say why ,,maybe if anyone ask-or looked for me for some odd reason! Well I WOULD LOVE TO HERE of more and better diversions then I have,and that is just time and keeping busy,but its not working! So-if anyone has any other ones-Please let me know! To all those that are dealing with loss,my heart go's out to you with my prayers!
Olydale AKA-Diana Oliver,
Kitty-AKA-Employee of the Month http://olydale.ws Get all You Pet Needs on the 2nd Page of this link! Under I Love Pets!